Lost

When I say I want what I can't have
I mean you
and when I say that I'm hurt
I am
this past month has been
has been beyond what I have ever wanted
it wasn't that much
but it was so much to me
and if you have to be mad at me
then be mad
but know that I was happiest
when I was with you
and for that
I don't know what to do
when you tell me you're still lost
because I found myself with you
and I don't understand why you can't do the same
I am so sorry
I like you too much to bear
I can still feel you lying next to me
and time passes quickly
too quickly
when I'm lost all alone
it's too cold here
and I miss you